Archive for September, 2009

Words cannot describe words cannot contain words cannot

words cannot describe

words cannot describe

your leaving


words cannot contain

words cannot contain

the pain of

your leaving

your dying


words are empty shells

words cannot tell

the shell of the story


inside is the pain

inside I cry in vain

cannot stop

your leaving


you dont want to go

my frnd

this story shows your pain of leaving


my frnd

If I could hold

the pain

your pain

I would you know


My heart

cant contain the grief

of your leaving


My heart cannot contain

my longing in vain

to change

your dying


my frnd

I cry again

inside my shell of pain

my shell it cracks

my life it lacks


words to contain

your leaving


words cannot describe

words cant bring alive

my frnd who has died

leaving her wife

best frnd of mine


words cannot contain

cant bring alive

my frnd who has died


his life just begun

a three year old son

a wife by his side

her grief like a tide

no holding it contained

a world of love and pain


my frnd

my frnd

I lack words

but i hope you can hear

the love so near


the love like a tied

the grief that you have died


I just cannot believe

my frnd

I am numb

my frnd

I cant believe

my frnd

I am numb

my frnd

has died

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Heavy Rain in my soul

Crying

Heavy Rain

in my soul

Heavy grays

as if toil


underground

in a mine

with weeping walls

dark with grime


Blue skies

Autumn golds

Vivid honeys


I behold

with my eyes

But inside

dark gray skies


Your touch is warm

but I am numb

tired

weary

I’ve become

dark and gray


Heavy Rain in my soul


I despair

cant believe

we’ll make it through

you and me

as a couple

as a pair


Heavy grays

everywhere


not honeyed golds

Is it old grief

welling through

bruising the day

me and you?


Or is it the true?

there won’t be

a couple

made of

you and me?


For now

despair


blue skies

your warm touch

barely touching

the rock of fear

the wall of chill


as I plod onward

led by my will

but I long for

a nest

a rest

a love that fills


stills


the cold gray rain

in my soul

Who is my match..?

Who is my match?

Where is my match?

That is the catch

Where is my match

so the fire can catch

from a spark

to a flash

to a hearth

wood burning to ash

But who is my match?

where is my match?

That is the catch

The wood is stacked high

row upon row

the hearth fire is set

But where

is my match?

who

is my match?

when

will a spark catch

to light up the dark?

There’s wood for three years

dry, ready to light

Where is my match?

that is the catch

My door’s open wide

I wait for a spark

for the match

so the fire will catch

the flame will take hold

the kinding will crackle

the wood will catch fire

But where is my match?

The wood could be sold

My home could stay cold

The hearth could stay dark

without a spark

But my dorr’s open wide

to welcome inside

the one who’s my match

so the fire will catch

and then more than one match

to keep the fire lit

to keep the fire stoked

for a house to live in

for a life thats given

a spark

to pass through its dark..

I KnOw Em bAd

I Knw…..
I knw i m bad….
i knw i m mad…
bt i m glad…
to have u as my pal….
I knw i have hurt u….
i knw it wont mend u…..
bt i love u….
Every day passes without u..
& i miss u…
Every hour passes without u..
& i miss u…
Every minute passes without u..
& i miss u…
Every second passes without u..
& i miss u…
I knw how much i miss u……..
I said i m sorry for it…
I said i regret it….
i knw i wasted a day coz of it….
I knw u r sad…
i knw u r mad…
bt i knw u will make me glad…
I knw i m bad….
i knw i m mad…
bt i m glad…
to have u as my pal….

I Know

I know em bad

i know em mad

bt em glad

2 have u as my pal


I know i have hurt u

i know it wont mend u

but i love u


Every day passes without u

& i miss u


Every hour passes without u

& i miss u


Every minute passes without u

& i miss u


Every second passes without u

& i miss u


I know how much i miss u


I said i m sorry for it

I said i regret it

i know i wasted a day coz of it


I know u r sad

i know u r mad

bt i know u will make me glad


I know em bad

i know em mad

but em glad

2 have u as my pal